真的可以相信别人吗·？？

@ 通缉犯 @

以前的我·时常防备别人，
不相信别人会对我好。。。
经过·一些师傅指导，
他们要我放开胸怀接受及相信。

但是为什么·相信别人后，
我受的伤害越大？？

为什么明明不是真心的？
却又对人好？
关心我，等待我，担心我。。。
你说的一切现在听起来真的很假。。。

说什么喜欢我多过他？？
说什么认识我和她是在同一时间？？
说什么我的行动慢过她？？
说什么我们以后也可能会有机会在一起？？

你X他的狗屁不通，
我三岁小孩吗？？
一脚两条船还可以那么轻松说话？？

我真的幸运不是你选中的那个，
真的替你现在的女友担心。
对你的愤怒，害我不知道还可不可以相信别人。。。
不要再害人了，积点福报吧！！

男人都是坏的，只是看他多坏而已？？
这是我的男生朋友告诉我的。。。
但是我真的很赞同。。。！！

27 岁的生日@@

事情过了四个月，
我对他的感觉渐渐没了。。
从伤心到开心。
从后回到释怀。。
四个月我好像过了一年酱久。

但是放心，
我是坚强的，
不会为了这些事情做傻事。
不值得！！

回想回去，
他真的破坏了我的生日，
在生日前分开，
害我痛苦。。。
我要告别你了，
不会再想你。。
你不值得我想你，
我应该要想我的未来。
在等着我的未来。。^^
加油！！幸福言。。。

一封信息的魅力^^

其实通信息很麻烦，
要打字，要想。。。
但是往往它帮了我们不少，
有时候不知要如何开口的东西。
信息是最好的帮手。。。
有时忙的时候，没有办法马上回话。
它也是好帮手。。。
哈哈^^

通信息也可以慢慢了解一个人，
所有东西不需要走得太快，
太快也许不够踏实的。

但是慢也要看是谁的信息，
哈哈…………！
不然有时迟回了就槽了。

一封有魅力的信息，
一封值得等的信息，
应该加油的。。。

what to do in my holiday??

Drawing.. drawing and also drawing....
sometime will blogging, facebook, and snooker...
but when it is end, everything also will be end.
Not boring.. but really want to do something
to full my free time.....

No dating, so my life feel lonely??
But I feel sacred to find another 1,
scared the relation will change again.

Built up a new relation need to waste much time,
digest and caring......
I still can do it well??
haiz!! ^^
Human really hard to understand,
I just want a simple life,
but I have a complicated mind.....

幸福的转角^^

奇怪的邂逅，
将两个完全不同性格的人牵在一起，
越是不想继续发生，
就越会去想知道他的消息。

明知道是两个世界，
圈子也不搭，
就是没有办法不在人海中找到他。

她说自己是幼稚鬼，
没信心走在一起。。。

而他说自己很坏，
没有资格喜欢她。。。

到最后，她说喜欢不能用坏与不坏衡量。。
他说他明白了。。。
她说得伟大，但是真的接受到吗？
接受得到他做的坏事吗？

是幸福的转角吗？
告别错的人，
去追寻下一个对的人。

Oil colour tools...^^

I found many places to buy the oil colour material...
Teluk Intan... Ipoh... and KL
Finally I collected all the colour in KL,
and I am also strating my oil colour painting.

The cost of all the material i s around RM 300,
very expensive...!!
hahahaha^^
but reasonable la,
coz my drawing teacher said,
oil painting normally can sell out
around RM 500 to RM 5000...
or maybe higher than the price...

Never mind la, I just wanna do the thing I like,
so will also continue the other types of painting too...^^

寻宝游戏。。。2010年

好喜欢我的学生，
虽然跟小孩子在一起的时间过长，
会把我变成小孩一样。。
但是，我可是老师。。。
要试着将自己融入他们的世界，
去了解他们，才可以减低彼此的代沟。

我曾经以为自己很无能，
为什么不能成熟一点，
幼稚的让自己讨厌自己。

但是我不是你说的那样，
是幼稚，是小孩，长不大。。
我的魅力你看不到，
你不会欣赏而已。。。
哈哈^^

从来没有想过自己会那么喜欢这份工作，
所以明年我会更加油。。。
希望孩子们跟我一起加油！！

Sungkai trip...

My cute cute colleague...

They are kindly person,
helpful and funny......

"以为"造成的遗憾。。。

今天下午，我的电话忽然响起，
是你。。我一直认为是最好的男人。
一直到现在为止，你在我印象中都一样，
是个好人，疼我的人，关心我，最懂我的人。

认识你十七年了，第一次见你的时候，
我还是个小孩子，但是每次放长假。
你都会在我家出现，直到我十六岁的时候。
你到外坡读书，我们失去联络了。
我努力的寻找你的下落，
可是连我哥都没办法找到你。

记得我刚去大学读书的时候，
一个人住在一间房子里，很想哭~~
屋子里住的都不是我认识的人，
当时的男友有自己要忙的生活。
为了不让爸妈担心，都说过的很好。

但没多久因为生活改变了，
男友也变了，选择让他走。
我的生活只剩下刚认识的同学。。。

没想到六年后的一个晚上，
你打电话来了，原来是哥哥找到你了。
要你照顾在远方的我。。
我那晚跟你出去吃饭，我还记得是
“Nasi Pataya”.

之后的三个月，我们每天腻在一起
去看夜景，逛夜市，找美食，
我搬家，你也是第一个来帮我的。

不久，你忽然就消失了，
试着传简讯给你，你也不回。。
从担心到失望，
到接受用了一年时间忘记你。

以为从此就不会再见面了，
可是两年前，你又出现了。
可是这次你身边多了一个人。
而我，也有了男友。
最重要的是我不再是你以为的小孩子了。
不会再绕着你转。。

可是你还是一如往常的关心我，
我在面子书上写可能被停职。
你二话不说马上打给我问情况，
知道我为了感情事伤心，
就带我去吃我爱的板面。

今天本来是纯谈天的，
我们却将所有的事情摊开来说了。
我问你为什么在大学的时候不找我了，
原来，你误会了以为我喜欢别人？？
而我，以为你讨厌我，
小孩子性格一直烦着你。

我们都被以为害死了，
你还骂我为何当初不告诉你。
但是你不是一样没有回我信息吗？

但是一切太迟了，我们都回不去了，
不是吗？
但很欣慰的是，我从来不是单恋，
你有喜欢过我的。
这样想着，就够了。
芳姐很好，你要好好把握，
他跟你一样很疼我。
这样就够了。

Drawing Exhibition is coming soon....@@

I learn drawing only for 3 months,
last lesson David said: " Dear students,
our 1st exhibition will be in the end of year."
I thought it is not include us,
but he continue said :" I hope all of you
can present 1 drawing...."

OH MY NA ZHA!!! @@

Terrible news...!!!
Although I love in drawing,
but my skill not mature and also the
shape's skill I have not learn yet... :(

This 2 weeks I felt very tension.....
I have not confidence that
I can do it well......
So I try to coax myself that
"Never try, Never know..."

Finally, I sketch a draft
and the name is "Three Layers ",
It is include Heaven, boundary and hell...
The meaning is "People is always in
animate kingdom, although in different
layer, they also have their own life".

Maybe is abstract drawing,
so that David wanna my friend and I
draw another 1... Just simply in scenery.
DIEEEeeeee......

The exhibition will be in December,
1st stand at Tapah,
2nd stand at Ipoh,
and the last stand is at Kuala Lumpur...
Nervous....@@~~~~~~

2 months ago~~

So fast.. very thing come too fast and also end very fast...!!
If you ask me still sad??
I do not know, I just want to keep this experience in my future.
To remind me, "Xing fu" is not so easy to get.
But I believe I can get it by myself,
cannot stop here and do the same thing.

Start from next year, my life will be very very busy,
Learn piano, drawing, and take a photograph.
And another one important plan is travel...
Hahahahah^^
Travel looks very simple, but I plan to go alone...
Maybe travel in Malaysia, but will also plan to travel oversea...
I have no dare before, cause I have BF, I need caring my family,
I need go to Maktab...... Many things I need to care!!

But now, I think is time I need to achieve my dream.
I have no more time to wait,
the important is I am single now.
wakakakakakakaka!!!

I have my life plan^^

Cannot share it in this moment,
I need time to think and consider 1st.

If not any happen,
I will start to plan in the end of year.
Hope my parents will support me,
maybe it will become my new dreams too^^

Jia you....!!

Interview is coming soon... 22 /09

Wait this moment for 1 year de,
hope can pass the Interview....
All my friends,
Pass it together ya....
study hard hard,
After that, we go to celebrate kau kau!!
hahhaahhhaha^^

Phooi Hoong registration....^^

Pretty as the flower....

Your hubby felt shy while we asked him to kiss you!! @@

This is the photo I like so much, coz after your hubby kiss you,
his face become red in colour... and you looks vy happy....!!

9th September is Hoong's registration,
I wait her at her Ampang house and
follow them go to Menglembu
de registration centre.

We reached the place around 1030am,
This is also a 1st time I meet with her BF...
ai yoo, No bf liao... Is Hubby de!! kaka^^

The process in the registration really short,
just few more minutes. But is meaningful....
When the person who in charge the registration
asked your hubby and you : " Would you Married
with her/him" both of you answered:" Yes, I do."

Although very funny with it,
but actually is romantic de.....

Happy is a basic thing,
sometime we are forget how to happy only...
hee hee!!

Wish Phooi Hoong has a great new life,
and hope you blissful forever.....

Thanks to all my friend..... ^^

Thx my mum, you said :" Do the thing you think is right...."

I love you, mum... support me in the end~~

Thx Hiong yin, Ah Go and Ah Sao,
you said :" you said will support me in all thing,
the important is you want to see me always in happy."

I like my smile too.....^^

Thx Soi Fun, you said:" Must think what life is you prefer,
City life is not suitable for you."

I realize that I really dislike city life... ^^

Thx Phooi hoong, you said :" Every bad thing will be gone,
and the good thing not coming yet... be patient to wait..."

Then, thx come from Ipoh to accompany me,
I will be patient to wait it.....^^

Thx Siow Wei, you said:" Think probably! we are in contract,
Furthermore....after 5 years salary is increasing more and more."

This is the thing I worried, I go to Singapore...
Everything will be start from beginning,
I have not working experience except be teacher,
but if want to be teacher again... why I want to leave the
stable work now??

Thx eryao, You said:" After broke up, you will be more attractive,
Cause you are happy."

I hope so... Hope can be more attractive lah...I know you vy tired de,
but still accompany whole night....^^

Thx Tenng Tenng, you said:" Good girl will has her own blissful de,
Do not worry..."

I believe de... I am XingFu Yan....^^

Thx all my kam shou friend, celebrate my birthday...^^

Thx Kian Hua, you have been here....^^

My life just starting~~

Wish myself will get a better life in the future,
wish myself will be more stronger....

And I also hope you will get a better in your future..
dun worry me...
I am recover de....!!

Dont Know what can I say lah..??
Just keep in touch lah...
Hope next time when I saw you,
I am already accept you as my friend.

But now maybe hard lah...
I know you too....
Wish both of us also get a blissful..~~
Jia you...
Do what thing you think is right,
support you de...

My Jungle drawing... lolzzz~~

Need to practice more and more,
I found my hobby de...
The next one I will try to learn piano...
Oh!! No time to rest anymore,
jia you ~~

My cutie Pets... Bi Bi and Bui Bui @@

Bi Bi & Bui Bui

Bui Bui

Bi Bi

Sleep in "Da" style....^^

My charcoal drawing ^^

Thanks Hiong Yin gave me the birthday present.

I will improving myself for charcoal drawing,
I prefer it ^^

Thanks for care about me before^^

I will be strong and strong,
Do not need to worry about me..
Lets you go is becoz want you to find
the life you wish.

Although everything is change,
but i still appreciate our relation.

All the best!!
Will support you forever and ever~~
Thanks you!!
Wish you!!

My drawing......

Teacher asked me:"Why your tree so thin ar??"
hahahhahaha~~~

2nd tree
Improvement de??

My 3rd picture

I have been attending a drawing class since last 2 weeks,
the 1st class I felt vy tension...
Because I drew so slow that teacher also asked me,
why so slow to finished drew a tree.....
Ha ha!! I thought I will give up de,
but after the 3rd picture I drew.
I think I am also have potential in drawing de...
Gam Ba Teh Yoo!!

KL Sunway Pepper Lunch ^ ^ delicious :P

My delicious lunch " Chicken set "

Chicken steak set

Xiao Bin's de Ulagi lunch set......

The concept of this restaurant is customer can
cook their food and rice by themselve.

But as I knew is the meal sound not be cook de...
dunno~~
But the food there very tasty la,
can have a try!!

New family member^^ Bi Bi and Bui Bui

My mom said they sleep likes a corpse...... wakakakaka!!

My dad birthday's present.....

The blue color belt is Bui Bui ( fat),
and the red color belt is Bi Bi ( baby).

YMM's Dinner * *

"Why dinner must wear black colour dress?"
Hahahahahha~~
Many ppl asked us this question,
It is because we all wear black colour dress
to attend this dinner....
So funny!!!

Daddy's birthday~~ Muakzz* *

We celebrated daddy birthday at Kampar'

the restaurant names is " Ren Ni Chi " steamboot + BBQ...

Hew Tang Tang and my bro...

My younger bro de new GF... Xin Hui

Mr. Monkey and Liang Lui....

My lovely parents...